worked for 2 days!!!

i worked on last friday and sunday............
for the atrium sale of giordano........
i was helping ting with it.......
the 1st day was terrible!!!
my legs can't even bend when i reached home......hahaha
it wasn't a stressful job......just keep on folding and folding and maintaining good patience with people who messed up ur already folded clothes!!!!!
the second day at work which is on sunday is fine....i am already know wat to expect...just walk about the station i am in..try folding here and there to keep myself occupied and not just stand there and keep die die wan to tidy things up(me when 1st day at work)..........haha..
the 1st day i had my dinner with yuxuan at 330...that's the earliest dinner i ever had!!!
the 2nd day was crazy...the atrium ic actually let 4 of us........ me,yan qin.yuxuan and ying hui go for dinner at the same time at 5pm!!!
all 4 of us ate together.......had a good time with them though...hahhaha...new friends found!!
we knocked off at 830pm...so much earlier that 4 of us went shopping....i started yawning...haha...my usual habit for window shopping...haha...
not a bad working experience as "sale girl" i guess...
waiting for my pay to come!!!!!!!!!! yeah..wan to buy new shoes with it wor..
so ting..better pay me on time!!! hahaha..............

i need newater!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why why!!!!!!!!!
i just wan to prove myself also also difficult!!!!!!
i got the 100 m1 plastic bags.........so happy!!!!!!!!!!!
in the end during the meeting............ping sing actually brought out the idea of doing away with the goodie bags.........do u have anything against me???????
lucky sk and hui quan are sensitive enough to speak up for me........
but i am already dishearted.......
first is doing away with goodie bags, then is rico taking out a bag from the store room saying there is mickey mouse bags for goodie bags..cuter too........haiz
denying my effort again once again!!!!! shouldn't have waste my energy to carry those bags from ntu all the way back home...........haiz
then is sk asking if i have the moral angels t shirt......even more sianz...................so he didn't even bother my existence for the past one year while i was involved in the activity.........all my efforts really goes into the drain......................so angry
then followed by hui quan asking if i am free on 31 july to go buy goodies for the old folks...i was shocked..but not shocked with the date.............instead of asking me why..he embarraseed me by saying" ya..july got 31 days yah...." walou..wat's that for lor????????????haiz...........
i am not a happy moral angel once again!!!!
=(

had a hair cut

i went to JB to just cut my hair!
i only trimmed it actually.......
its shorter now..but not very short..
my hair smells good
i even ask them to wash my hair for me(first time trying)!
my fringe is shorter now!
which means i should move on...
every new hair cut symbolises a new start!
i finally see where u r coming from as i also did wat u did to me to others!
those that we are not interested..often we will try not to give them the priority whenever we gg out or to engage in any sort of activities with them alone....
i understand le..
our status now is:
walking in an opposite direction on a round path...crowded with people..if fate is there for us...we will meet a some point later..if not..we will walk past without knowing....
was so hoping to recee the park with u..so i could have a time out with u alone..but u rejected...
so i finally see where u coming from..maybe i am still not matured enough to see why u so busy.. and keep on insisting on wanting to see u... or perhaps..u realli dun like me..just wan to maintain a distance...........i will not ponder over watever that is going on between us..cos i chose to walk in the direction opposite of yours now....
may we met or may not bah...........

why so many got my blog..and i don't have theirs!!

this is written to friends who have created links to my blog..
hehe....i dun have ur blog address!!!!!!!!!
coould u also let me have yours???
thanks!

got drunk after martini...the most truest truth or dare!

hahaha...are u amazed by my nick..i bet u are very very interested!!
last nite i went to indochine again! this time with meiting, cecilia, teck,sam,qixiang..
wow....i went in to the bar....it was a live band inside..wah......my first time in there even..haha........
we were talking about what drinks to get...and sam made the decision.................
"6 martini with lychee and 6 bottle of carlsberg"
my goodness!!!!!!! can i take it?? normally i will drink a homogenous kind of drink...which means...if i drink brandy..it will be brandy throughout..if whiskey..it will be whiskey throughout....but last night..it is martini(my first time trying) and beer........wah......................
the first time going to the toilet feeling faint.......worse of all is i feel like vomitting..but i can't.......
i started to feel really sick inside.......started calling friends with cars in the hope that they will come fetch me.........but in the end..even jeck meng.......the person who will sure come fetch me wan is in KL........my gosh........i called others...so coincidentally...one was in cinema..one was in chalet..one car spoil........just my luck...............
i thought of my precious sk........... i msg him.......he just got home after sending so many ppl home earlier on in the day....haiz...........he was so tired..can feel that........so i asked him not to come...haiz... after awhile...after drinking water........i felt much better..just a little giddy and nauseous here and there.......but after awhile...my face not so red le and i got sober......phew.......what a bad experience getting drunk........lucky i was the quiet drunk person...haha...didn't get too high..hahaha.............
we played truth or dare..my goodness.............so many embarrassing questions were asked!!!
haha.....things like who u fantasize before u sleep...among our group of friends..who u like before la.....aiyoyo...hahah................but overall it was fun........finally a dance floor was opened...........
we had a few dare actions from sam,cecilia(wow..she found a cute guy to do a dare),teck(dancing with a matured woman)..and ting(taking pic with strangers) wahaha..............
all these are crazy doings during clubbing................
we left at 3am..........superly tired and worn out..............
conclusions: never to mix drinks anymore!!!!!!
:never stay out so late...cab fare is super ex!!!!
:got to train up my drinking skills though i sober fast but the drunk feeling sucks!!! will never wan to experience it ever again!!!

confessions:
i lied to sk that i didn't drink just not feeling from last week...cos i know he don't like girls who drink! sorry sk..i don't mean to lie!!!!!!!! :(

i think i develop a crush on hui quan..........
we walked together from moral home to the mrt station and talk along the way during the journey walking and in train....was amazed by him..haha........actually he is not as quiet as i thought.................. before he got off......he asked if i am going for the outing on the 10th...seems like he is hoping to see me..but then again...think i fantasize too much!!!!!hahaha.......

all in all........i enjoyed my day finding a new crush...added on another reason to give up my precious sk, and i tried martini........and carlsberg beer.....
also...last nite is the last time i wan to take a midnite cab!!!!!!!!!!!!!

farewell to ivan!

during my jc times...there was this guy from wushu..knowing him for 2 years....we addressed each other as BEST FRIENDS! he was a malaysian but was educated in singapore...an interesting guy with a running style like a lao fu zi! we always quarrelled at the sight of each other but not because we hate each other..but its our form of communication. our only serious talk is during discussions of physics questions! he helped me with most of the questions while i help him with minimal question through sheer luck of discovering a formula..haha...
we took a photo together during prom nite..that was the last photo we took with each other...
we gradually lessen our contact until last nite i was at his funeral.........
wat happened to him?? till now...i only heard from others is that he suffered a heart failure while running....did he run too much??? did he already dun feel well??? i will never find out..none of the other friends of his will find out..only he..himself..will know........
there was no tears..i felt guilty.......afterall..we been friends before...best friends to be exact...i looked through his friendster that morning......went through our testimonials for each other....it was so funny....
saw his status too...he was anitcipating to get into U....was even counting down.....how many months left...but the number of months left on his status will never decrease......
i came to realise how vulnerable a life can be.......we never know wat will happen to us at all!!!
now i strongly believe the meaning of living one's life to the fullest everyday!!!!
i should not hide away from things because i am shy.......i shouldn't waste time on things that doesn't worth.....i shouldn't be so hard on myself if i really like something but chose to forgo it because i am stingy.........i should never be so hesitant when making decisions..........
time is precious!!!! life is fragile!!!!!!!!
i have reached a new stage in life!
its a lesson i realised from this friend called ivan!
i know its too late to cherish him as a friend........but its never too late to realise something about life...he made me realised how precious and fragile life can be.........
i am not sure if i will still remember u..i am not sure how i will forget u....but the lesson i learnt will be with me always! thanks ivan!!
farewell to u!! one last time..."BEST FRIEND!!"