mood swing like viking~

these few days especially today...i had a terrible mood swing~
at first i control it pretty well...then after that...i let it control me...haiz...poor darling got to be so patience with me...i guess its gals PMS...haiz...but i also wonder is it cos my birthday is nearing..cos for a few years...before my birthday...i am always not happy...i bound to argue and be unhappy about something...be it with my parents, friends..watsoever..perhaps in future i shall keep my birthday an quiet event..so that my mood will not become so bad....
feel so apologetic towards my darling...i let it out on him..... :( but i didnt really lose temper..just decided to stay quiet..cos my mind is in a whirl....too messy with confusing, lousy and angry thoughts~~~~
all the thoughts are probably due to my inferiority..........to this day..though my face has recovered...i still feel inferior about myself........but then also..i hated when people nag at me on my dress sense and many stuffs..i just can't stand anymore comments...haiz..
what's going on with me?? spliting into two gemini character soon~~~~~~~~~~~~

cont of cruise trip 3..........

now now...the last part of the trip....playing of jackpot and eating of supper once again.....my only pleasure there was to eat eat.... the supper on the last day was more delicious than the day before.......heehee...ate quite abit...then straight away after eating.....me and darling went to cabin to snore liaoz...while qx and hc were nowhere to be found as yet...haha.....the next morning...eat eat again...had a not so fantastic meal at a chinese resturant...then quickly rush to eat another breakfast at the international buffet...got waffle and pancake...haha..nice nice...yummy...i had my orange juice too.... soon after...we had more singing!! then then.....time's up for lunch and pack up..i was so reluctant to go back...haha..cos the trip was so relaxing...and always eating and always with darling...heehee....if there is a chance..i wish to go on cruise again..this time MUST get a balcony view.....so that the room will be more exciting than just bed and wall....heehee....
that's all about the cruise trip...................................................

cont..of cruise ride 2........

i woke up at 630am........to do wat? watch sun rise? prepare breakfast? no.....i wake up to bathe..haha...cos i take very long to shower..so i wake up early early to get it done before i get it anyone's way..lol...redang's trip...super exciting..though i know i can't play much "cos i am gal".....the interesting thing is i am going to wear my bikini...wahahaha!!!!!!!!!!! no pics..dun even imagine....haha...only my darling, qx and hc get to see me wearing that..wahaha.....
after everyone's done with their shower... we went for international buffet breakfast again!! haha... wonderful....after that hc and qx went for their jackpot quest while darling and me went for a milo quest!! haha... one pot of milo cost $4.50...that is the nicest and smoothest milo i ever tasted....really nice... $4.50 is worth it... then i fell drowsy...haha...thereafter the 4 of us met and go back room to sleep before setting off to redang...the initial plan of waking up at 115oam to go for international lunch was changed to a "decision" made by me...i didn't know i said "aiyah...go redang eat la..we no money meh!"in the end we woke up at 1230pm...ready to go to lido and board a small ferry to redang liaoz....till now i still can't remember i said those lines!!! did they 3 bluff me? haha.... the ferry was a smooth 15 minutes ride...and here we are at redang island...wahaha....we are illegal immigrants for a day cos we never chop passport..haha...the sea was beautifully clear blue...so i guess if anyone pee in it..we will know..ahaha... then a slight disappointment happened!!!! there is only one banana...i mean one banana boat ride out of this wonderfully blue beach....i thought the sea sports there will be overwhelming..turn out to be quite a small scene only....haha....there is no lockers there even..alamak....poor facilities...and no proper restaurant for people to grab a bite..a proper bite!! alamak...haha....but still i enjoy myself very well cos i love sea!! and i wore bikini..haha...then there is this indian couple taking photo of me and darling..wahahah......soon after time past...tired monster came to disturb all 4 of us....and so we made our way back to the jetty....on the way..we spotted a baby squirrel..so cute so fast...wahahha....
here comes the climax!!!! on the way to cruise....we took a real bumpy ride back cos the tide was super high!!! really like pirate ship..viking..and this is the real ship somemore..haha....
the tides so high till the ship also tilt high then when the tide went down the ship bang down as well...at first i was really exhilerated....i cheered...then i cheered then i started singing..then i started to feel sick...really sick..alamak....all the food i ate made their way to my throat liao..i dare not speak...dare not sing..dare not open mouth.....heehee...i scared my darling and qx and hc... lucky there is a black color sweet from qx for me to suck...but before i could finish it..i got to spit it out le.... darling was so worried...hehee.... thanks to his ai xin warm water...haha...i took quite some time to bath..phew...
dinner was great.....at bella vista...super wonderful and high class place..but what i wore was super lost form too...guys got to wear pants with cover shoes...lucky not for gals..if not i think i can forget about eating there le...the ambience there is so high class that i eat quietly...for the first time!! haha....
story to be continued...............................

a wonderful cruise ride~

just came back from cruise..though tired but mind is full of memories from the cruise and also redang island....i have always been wanting to go on a cruise and i finally go on one....haha...
i was impressed by the interior design of the ship...its quite an eye opening... though the cruise is big..but it only took us a mere 2 hours to explore every facilities in it....well...the exploration part is just a short walk about.......took lotsa of pictures!! but most of them are same pose..haha..me and darling go here go there everywhere same pose...haha.... its the first time going on holiday with hc and qx....the first night basically is to eat eat and eat at the international buffet restaurant...(Mediterreanean Restaurant), the first night dinner wasn't very impressive...but darling took alot of ham..so it turned out to become a ham feast instead....haha...after that we had a walkabout and came across this "out of Africa" ktv pub.... and since i and hc are so into singings....our boyfriends will have to sit and pay for it..haha!! at first we did have a fair share of singing..then after that as more and more people came...we wait longer and longer~until we nearly miss the supper at the buffet restaurant.... since hc and qx said they are not hungry...me and darling went ahead to take the supper....not a very sumptuous meal... just a few pastries and cakes.... but its kinda yummy enough too~but time is so limited..so me and darling got to rush through the queue to get the food and quickly get some bites so that hc and qx could come and take their share too~ but just when me and darling started eating...the announcement sounded and there is only 15 minutes left before closure of the restaurant....my gosh.... so i and darling took a few paper napkins to quickly illegally grab a few cakes and hide them and quickly get out of the restaurant to "deliver" the supper to hc n qx...
no much chance to sing when i went back...queue became longer... hc get to sang more songs...so we end off the day with hc songs and went to room to get some rest before the long day at redang...... to be continued............................