i miss sk seriously badly!

can somebody help me book sk on his birthday for me??
i been thinking all kinds of ways to celebrate his birthday so that he will remember it in a most memorable way!
i miss him so much when i was in hall this week...
other than home......he is the one i am thinking of most of the time......
i miss him..i miss him..i miss him..
i havent call or sms him yet..of cos most probably i will sms him la...since when did i call him lor??
haha..unless i am superly helpless and can't find him via sms....
meanwhile..just let me ponder of ways to celebrate his birthday.........
thinking in process....
shhh!!!!
do not disturb!
:)

i miss them both..heehee...

for this one week break..supposedly to spend time doing work and mugging...i went out almost everyday!!!!!!!!!
but i learnt alot about myself through all the outings i had! at least i learnt something...heehee
anyway back to the point........
i sang for the old folks yesterday!!hahaha.....bet sk and hq got mesmerised!!!!wahaha.......
then after the celebration at the old folks home, we go to raffles town club for our monthly outing....
i miss them both so badly....who is the them??? of cos is hq and sk la...haha
i even saw them in my dreams.....
being clearer each time with what i want to do......
i must be more independent now!!!!!!
i will take more initiatives in time to come...wahahha...
for tze hau...there is still no progress between the two of us..anyway..i will not think too much into it.....if he is interested........he will move some day some how;.......i will not take any steps towards him..........anymore.......waste of time and effort and emotions burden.............

alamak!!!!!!!!

someone please help me!!!!!!
i am slacking!!!
but y am i missing tze hau??????
he don't even miss me i miss him for wat?!
haiz/..
tell me when will u be mine?
hahahahhahahahahaahhahaha

how does it feel when u realised someone is blocking u in msn!

haiz.........so sad!!!!!!
thought he is matured enough that we can still be neutral friends...........
but he go to such a childish and extreme extent to block me in msn!!!!!!!!!!
i was so angry with a slight tinge of disappointment and sadness!!!!!!!!
so wat did i do to allow u to do that on me!!!!!!!!
i wasn't even pestering u for an answers or for anything thereafter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so wat's wrong..........y block me???????????????????
it was such a awful truth i discover myself.........when i was purely out of concern wondering y u haven been online and realised u blocked me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a mixture of hate and hurt and anger and disappointment join together to make me really find you cannot make it....immature and senseless creature!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i shall block u back in return!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!